Today marks the anniversary of my dear brother Darin's death. To this day I can't believe it actually happened and that he is gone from this earth. The last I saw Darin before he died was six months before. I remember when we were leaving his home in Las Vegas to go back to Elko that I felt impressed to give him a hug and tell him I loved him. I'm glad I did. Three days before Darin died, I was awakened in the middle of the night while still in a middle of a dream. In the dream I was talking to a young dark-skinned boy with curly hair. He was all dressed in white. I know that the conversation was lengthy, but the only thing I remember the boy saying was that everything was going to be all right. It was at that moment that I realized my eyes were open and I was still talking to this boy by my bedside. I believe that boy was some sort of guardian angel to prepare me for the tragic accident that took my brother's life.
During the funeral services for Darin, I felt him put his arms around me and in my mind he said, "Everything is going to be all right, little sister." That was so comforting to me and helped me remember that he is not very far away. I can't wait for the day when I can see him again in person.
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well, I just have tears now and.. on and off all day today. I wrote in my journal, and plenty more on my blog about Darin, and I keep on crying- I
can just only say that I love you- and thanks for what you shared about Darin today.. and for always being my sister. I love you and I miss you and Mike and Amaia..
It is still such a shock to me how much time has passed since that day. I can't believe how much has happened since Darin died and how much I wish he was still here. There will always be a hole in my heart that just can't be filled. I miss him.
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